My Diary!

2008-09-09T17:32:00.004+08:00

OHMYGOD I JUST WATCHED HOT SHOT EP6! DAMN COOL DAMN COOL, EVERYBODY MUST WATCH!
YEAH 我是 SUPERMAN!

2008-09-08T21:54:00.004+08:00

I don't feel happy at all now. Don't know I feeling very very pekcek! urgh feel like scolding vulgar :/ but I won't lah, (I not like those vulgar vulgar,like some people.) haha. Is it because of the tests and exams coming up?
BUT I SEE BOOKS THEN I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING! HOW HOW HOW?!
Actually when typing this I also feel like sleeping already. Maybe cos I'm tired, nvm I think I go sleep. Oh and today the workshop quite fun,the coach sabrina veh funny and she's a good speaker,for sure. ;D

2008-09-07T08:48:00.012+08:00

STUPID I WENT TO SLEEP AT 9 PLUS YTD AND I WASTED SO MUCH TIME!

though maybe if I wasn't sleeping,I won't be mugging. But there are certainly better things to do than just rot in the bed like a pig. Maybe because of the rainy weather ytd, sleep until so shuang. tsk,lol. Then woke up from nightmare, in the middle of the night(forgot whats the dream about already I just know it's very very scary), wanted to find my phone but couldn't find. I don't know why I got so scared, like already so freaked out from the nightmare then my phone suddenly just go missing like that. So I just hide under my blanket and went to sleep again.
I feel so pig! :(
Somemore it's the last night I can sleep late before the school reopens. So damn it, I've to sleep early again tonight. Even if I dontwant, my mum will push me into bed, for sure :(
It's also the last night we can chat till late late and dont go to sleep, sorry I just wasted it like that.

2008-09-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

I'm getting so impatient.

2008-09-05T14:14:00.006+08:00

Everybody outside walking around, playing with friends, watching whatever concert, watch movie, lol and I chose none of them and returned home early. like wth now rotting in front of this stupid screen. I'm getting bored but I don't have the mood to mug now. I know exams are coming but still, :( someone,something keep my spirit ongoing please.

2008-09-04T22:31:00.002+08:00

1. The person who tag you is-
Huixin

2. Your relationship with him/her is.
Good friends hahaha :)

3. Your five impression of him/her
dao face lol jk, pretty, cute, nice and funny

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Alot things, all very memorable :D lol

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you.
I dunno leh, I think alot also.

6.If he/she become your lover, you will
Won't la we not les!

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be .
huh dunno leh, dont tink have to improve la.HEE

8.If he/she become your enemy, you will .
Veh sad :(

9.If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be.
idk (TSK WHY ASK EVRYTHING I DONT KNOW ANSWER ONE!)

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is .
Be very good and crazy friends with her again :D

11. Your overall impression of him/her is .
nice person :}

12. How you think people around you will feel about you .
I dont know leh they never tell me, lol

13. The characters you love of yourself are .
forgive and forget, i guess. lol

14.On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most abt yourself are.
think too much, haha and always make wrong predictions :(

15. The most ideal person you want to be is .
I want to be myself. hahahahaha

.16. For people that care and like you, say something to them .
Thank you! :)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blog only.
1. Keatyeng
2. Chantel
3. Keean
4. Harris
5. Desmond
6. Fiona
7. Fion
8. Hweeming
9. Brandon
10. Yong rong

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?(fiona)
idk lol

19. Is no.9 a male or female?(brandon)
male laaaa hahaha.

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?(fion and yongrong)
huh maybe? lol but I dont think will happen la.

22. What is no.2 studying about?.(Chantel)
triple science,geog

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?(keean)
just now afternoon lol

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like. (hweeming)
I dont know but I know she likes playing coooking mama! haha

25. Does no.1 have any siblings? (keatyeng)
yah, brother I think.

26. Will you woo no.3? (keean)
er NO LA. lololol

27. How about no.7? (fion)
Maybe? HAHA no la not les.

28. Is no.4 single?(harris)
yah but I think he's alr happy with it :)

29. What is the surname of no.5?(desmond)
Woooooooooooo! haha

30.What’s the hobby of no.10?(yongrong)
I dont know, playing guitar cos his dp.lol

2008-09-04T21:43:00.005+08:00

MS VERLYN YOU VEH CUTE! :}

Let's mug!

2008-09-04T13:54:00.009+08:00

Like finally I get to stay at home and spend my time wisely but I wasted so much time again. I feel so dumb. Watched hot shot on youtube just now, quite nice.
Yeah我是superman.Yeah我是superman.Yeah我是superman.Yeah你是loser.
It's the song in the show, sounds very cool but then say people loser like veh bad lol. Kay it's time to study and finish my homework.
Can anybody tell me how to write the chinese speech? I don't know how to do :( And I really don't want chem spa and oral exam to come, please go away ok? urgh nvm I sound stupid.

Snaps!

2008-09-03T17:20:00.010+08:00

My cousin. She veh pretty right :D haha but everytime she comes,

my barbie doll hen kelian :(

Today went back school for the bio thing. Do experiments on the different fruits and veggies. Hahaha quite fun actually, cos we feel like real and professional scientists HEE. The smelly gloves and spraying ethanol on the bench, -wipe wipe wipe- HAHAHA. Then after that went to vivo with meiling charmaine zhicheng and ms verlyn. MS VERLYN VEH CUTE! :D hahahaha she treat us to kfc leh! lol she's just very nice la but I don't why the hell those guys in our school like to bully her :( yeah then after eating go walk walk see the cosmetics all those. Then everybody go home, me charmaine and meiling went to harbourfront to buy meiling's pink blouse.LOL she waste moneyyyyyyy! $$$. mrt-ed home and on the train saw one ___-ge. HEE. really veh ___ leh. hahahahahahaha.
Anyway, sorry again cheryl. sadface:(

IT'S CHERYL'S DAY! :D

2008-09-03T07:28:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

CHERYL! :}

(I just realised I took so little pictures with you before, sad.) You grow up, like finally! hahahaha. Okay, one year older, other than those wrinkles and white hair, (HAHA) you have to become wiser and think more for yourself okay? Don't let people bully you! :D Anyway this year we different class, then also don't get to talk to each other very often but yeah we're still very very good friends and believe this will last very very long time also. :)
And everytime you feel sad or what, you also don't tell me one. HMMM just to let you know, when you need someone to talk to or anything, you can come to me lah, I won't scold you dumb one. HEE i'll always be here for you okay? :) Happy birthday one more time! :D :D :D

And sorry sorry sorry today can't go out with you :( other time okay? I promise I sure go celebrate with you, :D

I'm happy today :)

2008-09-01T22:17:00.003+08:00

Went to kbox with meiling layying charmaine and two of meiling's friends today at JEC.
Hahaha wasn't as awkward as we all expected, quite fun actually :) kk nothing much to post about and I have to research on durian extracts now -.- weirrrd leh. tsk.
Tmr's the carnival, hope everything will go well :D
Actually have more pictures in my phone, but I post next time. Cos the damn usb just dont want to connect properly to my comp :(

Love, lives on.

2008-09-01T09:00:00.013+08:00

Hello this for BOTH OF YOU.Ya my whole chunk of thoughts starts here:
Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. The weak can never forgive. Isn't friendship without self-interest a rare and beautiful thing in life? Why not treasure one another, be the strong, and learn to forgive? Actions, not words are the true criterion of the attachment of friends. Why take those words to heart and forget about those happy times you both have together? Aren't those memories more significant to you than those words that just came out insensibly? We examine the contents and not the bottle. You both know each other, like so well, you both'd beared with each other for so long, and so much happy and beautiful memories were created, then why stop here? Why would you want to suffer and get hurt when you have a choice to have joy and peace? There is only one thing better than making a new friend, and that is keeping an old one. We all believe in this right? That's why we are still friends right now. Why want to invite the awkwardness into every outing that we all looked forward to? We all need each other. Instead of going where the path may lead, go where there is no path and leave a trail. You both may think the only way out is to throw away the friendship and forget everything. But you know you won't. So why not walk another way, continue building up this friendship,and let this obstable be scarred as a memory?
Okay I think that's all I want to say :)
Maybe I bother too much, but this shows how much I cherish both of you, haha.

I LOVE MY CLASS :D

2008-08-30T16:13:00.001+08:00

Once _'s gone, _'s gone :(

2008-08-30T07:30:00.007+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day!

Yesterday was the celebration for teachers' day. (I wanted to post yesterday but I slept at 8 :/ )
All of us walked the 3.5 k walk for the aces day event and then got sticky all over. I still thought it would rain la cos the sky was so dark but in the end it didn't. Yah then the celebrations in class we cut the cake and yah eat eat talk talk and walk around to give the teachers gifts. And ohmanxzxzx Mrs Chang was so happy! :D She's a very nice teacher, really and she's our form teacher, we're so luckyyyyy! :)
Then the concert. Everything went well especially the dance. Hahaha their hardwork was proven by the wonderful performance. I was so inspired by them, really it was very nice and whoaaaaaa :D But the concert was quite long I think, was about 2 hours. We sat in the cramp cramp place until our legs urghhhh :/
Yay so after that, was something I looked forward to for so many days. HEE jamie me and tc went back to zps together. Then on our way we saw ex-zps students from nanhua as well, walau tuck in the shirt until so nice, was sort of surprised :0 Then reached tiong and met norio. He's grown soooo tall! tsk. Ya so went to zps then at first only a few of us there, but after awhile more came, :D ooooo miss them so much! ahahahaha :) But in the end we didn't meet mrs yew at all cos she was having meeting and the stupid security guards, why can't they just be like nh ones? :( Nothing to do after that then sat at some void deck and stone there for very long time. Then some talk insensitive stuffs, people got upset and some went away. HAIIIIIIIII. This's the very :( part. Hope he's okay now. The remaining of us went to tiong walkwalk and got very bored and we went to tiong park! hahahaha. played hide and seek! Elroy's so pro at it and very funny! HAHA. he always last one to appear la and he searched for people like omg so fast. tsk. Hide and seek over, we went to play at the playground, didn't get to play the swing cos many kids playing. But we played the spin around thing. Hahaha that thing made everyone go dizzy like 2602378987422389!#%^&(_@$%^&(#^! Then jamie asked all of us look down, like wth when we looked up, can't even balance la! But very cool :D Then got some girls played the spin around thing also. We helped them push the thing, aw so kind of us. But i think they interested in someone.Hahaha yeaaaa someone.They keep look at someone laaaaa,tsk.Then when they about to go off, the girl shouted to us "BY THE WAY, I'M FROM NANHUA ONE-(something)." like LOL, shout so loud for what.
Then we walked to sweet talk to buy drinks, then desmond went to ask some girl for her number. walau, lol. drink drink talk talk, over. :( then i bused home with jamie, same thing we talked about the same kind of stuffs again. (it's always like that :D)

Actually I dunno why I typed so long, cos I dont tink will have many people come see but nvm :D hahaha.

~~Just when your words moved me, and I was touched by you,~~
You told me it was just a lie.
The very next moment, you told me your real thoughts and how you feel,
I fake a smile, and asked you not to joke anymore,
You sat there alone and started to cry.

would you please let me know? please? :(

2008-08-28T23:03:00.005+08:00

MICHELLE IS GOING BACK TO HER PRIMARY SCHOOL TOMORROW HOW COOL IS THAT AND SHE IS SO LOOKING FORWARD COS SHE SO DAMN MISS HER FRIENDS! :D

I really hope tomorrow would be fun haha! Please let tomorrow be a happy day, alright? please please please:) and, all the best for tomorrow okay? :)

Time to flip back beautiful memories!

2008-08-26T21:48:00.006+08:00

My life is so boring.

But at least :)

___

I'm looking forward to lots of things! And I'm getting excited,

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Celebrate failure with just one more try.

2008-08-25T17:31:00.002+08:00

Hello I'm so bored :/ actually I've got homework to do but again I'm very lazy.
My english grade sucked right down to the core,ohman :( I passed by just one mark!
Sorry mr samy awwwww. K I've got to start working! Can't afford to do so badly for my eoys,tskkkkkk.

I find it difficult to understand myself nowadays, and even more difficult to understand others.
How could I read his mind just like this and start assuming stupid things? I was so dumb.

2008-08-24T11:04:00.002+08:00

YAY I PON ENG TUTIION TODAY :D
hahahahahaha!
But later still have math tuition, oh :( Nvm I can tell him I got a1 for Amath! teeeheee

Yesterday was CIP. The first part was okay cos we went to the old folks home. I was quite scared at first lol but after awhile I find it quite okay la. Except for the weird smell all over the place, I really can't stand it. tsk, sorry. lol
Then there was also karaoke session. All old songs and the mvs are like, porn? lol. those bikini girls...tsk so sick.
OK after that was the part that made me really angry >:( and pissed :( ! We went to esplanade park for the 2.5 K walk. Walking without the rain should be still okay but with the rain,walauuuuuu. Made us walk back and forth with the old people in the rain, and the old people, so poor thing. The whole walk and carnival was screwed up.
So after the whole thing ended, went for dinner with laoda,huixin,meiling,isabelle,engjue,angeline,and belinda at jec. haha talk talk talk and then went home at 8 plus. :D
Bus-ed home alone, got that stupid bus-alone-feeling which i hate most. So I went to sleep and so lucky I woke up one stop before HEE.

2008-08-21T23:36:00.017+08:00

Happy 15th birthday,

our dearest LAODA!

++++

Oh another year! hahaha laoda finally grow up :D

Teehee may your day be filled with smiles and beautiful presents.

The road to a friend's house is never too long,

I'm always here for you (:

HAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

once again.

To naive young kid

2008-08-20T19:47:00.004+08:00

Grow up grow up grow up! Doing all these things to me can't solve any of your problems.
Stop being so immature and PLEASE think for yourself. I believe I'm not even at fault at all, I really don't have to bear with all these nonsense of yours. And this is not the first time, though I won't be saying this to you but I hope you know, please think for others and don't be too selfish. I'm so afraid that if this carries on, I can't help but start ___ing you. I won't wish for this to happen.

2008-08-16T22:31:00.004+08:00

Just came back from my cousin's house
My cousin and her boyfriend quarrelled in front of me :/ I was feeling so awkward D:
she scold him for everything la and that guy, so poor thing :(
(lol she won't be reading this anyway :D)
He drive drive drive then cos at night very dark what, he turned out at the wrong exit, ohmanxzxzx got scolding from her again :O
All this time, I just shut up and look at them quarrel and argue over so minor things.
Then the adults down there talk their own stuffs, pooooooor me!

OH AND，

优の良曲南搞小孩

南拳妈妈's

songs all very very nice!

HAHAHA MUST LISTEN! :D

2008-08-16T12:40:00.003+08:00

So strange yet SO strange!
This morning I was so not my usual self. I dont behave my usual way.
Serious, so freakyyyyyy :O Got sudden craving for coffee this morning and I went to buy mocca iceblended. Lol I dont used to take coffee at all. Then I went for tuition. Then,_hahaha. So weirrrrd. Nevermind.
After that I went home myself, and listen to those happyhappy kind of songs on the bus. you know got I got so retarded! Damn.I was smiling to myself for one second, and then I realised it was so dumb and then erased off the smile. stuuuupid what am I doing?! lol.

Not as if my mood was very happy or what but, I dont know! lol
Nyway cts are overrrr yeah like who cares about the last paper :D wheeeee.
I screwed up many of them, the two sciences were already, argh nvm shall not mention.
Then the coming up physics, I can't imagine how much worse can it be HAHA!
But at least I got an A1 for my emath, whooooo. Only four slightly unlucky people from 311 dint get distinction and the rest all ace the paper omgxzxzxzxzx 311 is so, whoa! haha
Those who didnt get A is surely cos of carelessness or whatever, Im sure the whole class is capable of getting A :D
K maybe emath my consolation, can't imagine those wonderful grades I'll get for the rest of the papers. shitxxzxzxzxz

Tuition later, I want tell my tutor my emath results! :D hahaha

2008-08-15T17:29:00.005+08:00

FINALLY LEFT WITH ONE LAST PAPER :D

2008-08-13T19:26:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU!

♥

2008-08-10T19:55:00.003+08:00

Argentina won Australia! :D

hahaha i keeeesiao and went to watch olympics soccer just now.

quite cool actually and now I think is China vs ___ idk. haha.

Cannot watch already I have to study BIO!

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2008-08-09T22:27:00.003+08:00

Everyone watched NDP just now? yesyesyesyesyes? HAHAHAHA the parade&ceremony section was so cool! gosh I was like keep looking at the ones holding the singapore flag (lol not the same person anymore). pretty! :} I miss ndp'07 hahahahahahaha, and to all those who were there just now you all did a great job! well done :D

Tuitions today, eng class was very funny! Idk why but everyone keep laughing at every single thing and mr samy you gayyyyyyyy :D His class is always so nice, never failed to make my day a better one :) When I came home and read many blogs. Then I realised so many people emo emo :( tskkkkkk, actl I not very happy also but still cheer up everybody, don't think too much and don't worry so much also :) Oh and yeah,I realised being a leader isn't very easy actually, but I think just have to follow your heart and do what you think is right.you know by obeying rules, you'll never get fun but still,to get things done,you have to forgo them.that's how it's like I think,though I'm not really a great/big big leader.haha.

O AND YOU KNOW WHAT. I didn't bring home my history tb and file.OHNO michelle lai you BLURRRRRR :/ and I haven't start on mugging shitxzxzxzxzxzxxzxz. tests and exams just sucks la huh! :( And to you: I know what you mean already, thanks :(:

Baris Sedia! :D

2008-08-09T07:06:00.007+08:00

Salute the Nation

9 August 2008

Happy Birthday, SINGAPORE

BBB

♥

& Happy Birthday Yingxuan! :}

2008-08-07T20:37:00.011+08:00

Ndp rehearsal today was so exhausting, and ms wong kept complaining nagging that we dint do well today. O like whatever we all tried our best and were all so so so so tired okay :S Hope everything would be fine tomorrow. Jy everybody :)

Singapore's birthday is coming :D 9 august 9 august 9 august :} I looking forward to watch ndp on saturday! heeeeee.

7 things I don't want:

1. I don't want to screw up tomorrow's parade.

2. I don't want to wear full U tmr.

3. I don't want common tests to come.

4. I don't want my mum to nag at me.

5. I don't want tuition on saturday, I want watch ndp on teevee :/

6. I don't want to let it go.

7. I don't want you to ____ me :(

BBBBBBB

BBBB

It shouldn't even be something I should feel sad about.

Why must I be so bothered and bear with all these? I'm not your toy.

Treat me like how you treat everyone else, if you could still care.

2008-08-06T22:01:00.006+08:00

Knowing that it's time to move on;

aI'm falling deeper.

To me: Question Mark?

I so so so so hate it.

2008-08-06T20:32:00.005+08:00

Today Bio test and Hist test. I think I screwed up both. BOOOOOOOOO. Then after school, went for the Science of Beauty awards thing at ngee ann poly. Eh that thing is going to be very fun I guess. The whole day, me and meiling was kind of like looking forward to it and it turned out, really quite interesting :D So straight after school, rushed down to the folyer to take cabs that ms verlyn booked for us with meiling pingting layying charmaine and zhicheng. hahahaha then when we reached there, we had the lecture/briefing on the competition thing. Oh and and and right, I was so lucky to have a guy having BO sitting in front of me. stuuuuuupid, that damn stench. But only me and meiling could smell it. no offence but I was really suffering in the lecture hall okay :( then the lecturer introduced to us what is cosmetics all about.

Lecturer: Okay functions of cosmetics are.. cleansing, beautifying, ... correcting body odour..
Me: YESYESYES, someone needs it! -secretly points to that guy-

I hope no one saw it, it's quite offending la but argh :S

Okay forget all about the BO, and talk about fun stuffs!
We went to their lab and make cosmetics! whoa their labs compared to ours so much much much nicer can! There's AIRCON, NO NEED WEAR SAFETY GOGGLES, NO BUNSEN BURNERS cos they use the hotplates(that's what they call it i think) and it's so much more easier to use okay.I adjusted the temperature to 305degree celscius and meiling was like so freaked out cos she scared the whole thing will explode HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. So we successfully made sunblock, acne cream and lip balm! claps:D cool right, yes it is. :)

After that went to their "canteen" to eat.Poly students are so so so lucky to have their "canteens" nicer than the foodcourts out there. so not fair :( So we ate there and kept talking,contributing funny ideas on making our products. :D came up with ideas like "banana flavour lip balm" and "acidic acne cream". hahahahhahahahaha. Yah then after that took bus to clementi and mrt to queenstown with meiling :D cos meiling having her tuition at 730 so pei her stone at queenstown to talk talk talk. lolololol and we saw a O.O thing. OMG I WAS SO FREAKED OUT. yuck yuck yuck. :X until 630, meiling finally board the train and i bus-ed home,myself. lol. what a interesting today, hahahhaha.

2008-08-02T22:20:00.004+08:00

Don't tell me all moms are like that, mine is definitely different. -.-
Digging out the past to nag on is her hobby, I guess, why is she doing this kind of things so often? I'm so sick of it.

2008-08-02T12:59:00.008+08:00

It sucks sucks sucks sucks! I dont like/like to sms la stupid and I seriously dont like to wait also. Waiting makes me get very very irritated and will ruin my mood. It's not like that last time but now I dont know what happened :X ___ ___ ___ you suckerrrrrrrrrr :/

Just came back from tuition and so shuang la finally get to eat my lunch. Was suffering like hell in that damn cold bus, going to freeze already somemore was so hungry :/ You can imagine that right, can you? :S yay now I have my nice fooooooooood! :]

Oh and I bought new earpiece yay like finally :D it's PINK,okay dark pink,close to red.OO
Yeah this two colours mixed tgt! hahaha. I went to donate for the flag day thingy and that person gave me like FIVE stickers.idiot lol.

Okay now I'm waiting again again again again! damn I dont like waiting laaaaaaaaaa! :(

2008-08-01T22:24:00.003+08:00

OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE! :}

Eeeee I got a damn cut on my forth finger :(
Cos of the flag la,I think.keep call us pull harder pull harder,make my finger ouch :O
Anyway today was quite okay la.ss and chem tests both over! :D :D :D yay! but chem test is like -.- dk la.then the rest of the lessons also not very boring :)

After school was ndp.shitxzxzxzxz pull the flag until my hand got one cut down thr.it's so hard to make the flag straight straight la!really it's almost impossible.but nvm we tried.And and we've got really loud commanders!Haha ya actually quite looking forward to the actual day(hope I wont screw it up).

reply reply reply! stupid:/

2008-07-30T17:51:00.004+08:00

Half of the shirt is cut off. lol but nvm this is only one of our designs. Gb girls, if you all have any other designs show me or any other sec threes okay okay? :D

2008-07-30T16:50:00.002+08:00

The whole day has been so sick and tiring for me though i slept at 8 yesterday o.o I went to school cos of that history test, and in the end I couldn't finish the damn paper :/ screw it.
And what's worse is there are more tests coming up and I don't think my flu is any better (The more I sleep the worse it is.) so how am I going to mug for them arrrrrgh.
Common tests are coming up too, shit.

But, today was quite fun actually.Open space,Bio,English,Maths,Hist,Physics. See those underlined ones, they didn't make up the fun part of my day. Math lesson I was half awake, serious and I went to the toilet to wash my face, lol. Hist lesson, needless to say, you know that damn test -.- Open space shanyi came to 311 and we discussed on the design of GB tee! I upload the design later :D Yay I'm looking forward for a new GB tee :) Then bio,was okay lah keep talking to meiling and anyway today's lesson wasn't that boring, we get to see the disecting of sheep's heart,lol. English, aha! Because of our wonderful teacher, we had great time discussing in our groups. :D We didn't even care about what she say and was just chatting among ourselves, oh poor ms sing__. Physics was on Refraction! Haha quite interesting topic lah and the questions weren't difficult so yah I was awake :D

After school went to canteen to eat with meiling and she down there keep guessing the ____. and wth she guessed it correctly :/ Nvm we made a promise and she better keep to it :)
So that's about all. My day was alright, what about yours? :)

2008-07-29T00:23:00.002+08:00

Sore throat :/
And I think I'm falling sick, yay. :D

2008-07-27T22:22:00.006+08:00

2008-07-27T14:55:00.007+08:00

CIP @ WEST COAST PARK

I dont know why but the cip wasn't as fun as I'd expected :( You know there is 40 of us and only 9 of them! urgh they didn't keep to their promise, they promised us to bring 20 over kids,made me so disppointed lol.

But I think those who really went to bond with the 9 of them and play with them really had fun. The rest of us just keep playing ball games and fool around. OHH the captain's ball. It's like so many play in one game -.- Alot people play then not fun already what,tskkkkkk. Keatyeng and me be the captains together and stone there,haha.

I think we went to eat after that, and yesterday I keep eating eh :/ shit.
Yeah so after eating, went back to paint the frame thing. And the radio was just there beside us, so we used it to play songs with keean's phone. I keep play Jay's songs but after awhile I never choose my own songs alrd i scared people angry.o.o Then I keep take keean's phone to sms fion.AND he willingly let me send la! Haha but Fion very smart cos she can recognise keean's typing style.LOL.

Then after everything, went to JE with meiling and layying.Take neos, eat tomyam(waaaa chao LA! is LA until hair stand okay!lol.) And play daytona! lol. Oh and meiling said white eyeliner will make your eyes look BIGGER OO. like..hahahahahahaha.

Actually yesterday was a happy day :D

2008-07-24T21:25:00.005+08:00

I HATE THIS LAAAAAAAAH, THE WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK IS FILLED WITH TESTS.
BUT LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, LIKE THERE'S NO TEST ON WEDNESDAY? (:/

2008-07-23T18:35:00.012+08:00

If not for adirueqym,my day would have been perfect. It's because of that again, are you feeling somehow guilty..?I bet you won't be cos you won't even know anything about it.No anyway it's not your fault,I'm not blaming you :) pfft.

School was so boring today,lessons made me so sleepy and moody.Then after school went to westmall to eat with vera,huixin,cheryl,meiling,fion.Haha very long never go out with them already then we keep talk about damn funny stuffs like the vegetarian guy and the touch-and-go/go-and-touch thing! lol!Though it's quite sick but still very funny HAHA.So went to eat and take pictures also.(O veraaaaaa,i want the pictures send me kay!) After that took mrt home with fion and huixin :)

Physics and proposal test tmr! pressurrrrrrrrre! :(

2008-07-22T15:52:00.004+08:00

Hell, what's happening to you?! Ridiculous!
Anyway though today seems okay, but somehow I feel some things are not right. Giving in isn't one-sided.You're getting too selfish. :/

See I'm back home so early (All thanks to SHANYI!lol) and I've got seriously nothing to do other than all the shitty stuff like homework and revising for tests. O and today mr liu postponed linear law test to next week whooooohooo.Thank you thank you so much :) Then today's lessons all quite boring actually and history class sucks. I dont know why.Maybe cos I'm somehow used to 311's studying environment..?or maybe is the teacher (I seriously can't catch what she's blabbing about.)..?Me and meiling can laugh all we want right in front of 311 class, but just can't,when we are right at the back of history class. So weird, she's absurd.Then keep controlling our laughter, like so what lah. HAHAHA.Then after that, rushed home with shanyi and meiling :S sdjcnisaukcndwuscbasxyausdcjnbawsycxsuwqdx! what u two doing now?i'm rotting in front of this screen.

youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

2008-07-20T13:12:00.002+08:00

I love the sea :}

Aha i know it's rather random.But nvm, you know yesterday I had a dream at the beach.

Eh and that place is so beautiful okay, is even nicer than the picture above.Haha.

But sadly, i woke up from the dream very soon ):

Then guess where I go when i woke up? lol.

I went to the swimming pool.myself.LOL.

lololololol dontknow why I think I'm going crazy.

And omgxzxz IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.

I SWAM 20 LAPS. TWENTY.

Haha actually to me, 20 laps is alot already cos I really very long never go swim.

Then now is like feeling very tired and lazy but still managed to keep myself awake to type this.

O and I need new phone, my one spoil rdy eh ):

I think I'm going to bugis with my mum later, but I dont really feel like going. very lazy :/

Nvm i shall see how first :D

It's much easier than i thought,

well done,michelle :)

2008-07-19T23:40:00.002+08:00

NO MORE.

SORRY,I KNEW NOTHING AT ALL.

2008-07-19T20:26:00.003+08:00

I'd expected the unexpected. what, so smart of me ):

Anyway today was quite boring and dull. though both tuitions were okay but still today sucks.
Have you been serious about anything you've said before? i doubt so.
Never mind, talk about eng tuition.Haha mr samy showed us his daughter's photo today omgxz so cute! she's got really big and round eyes,cute and very chubby. lol. and then after that was the ppt on the pictures of singapore in the past.all of us turned so emotional after that,lol.cos all the beautiful memories of singapore would be demolished soon.i dont know why actually, but i guess i love singapore :) hey i'm gonna sound so patriotic now, singapore is my home. HAHA. and singapore's birthday is coming soooon! i saw the helicopter flew past my house just now :D when i was having my maths tuition.

Tutor: So you know in which quadrant would it be positive?
Me: Ermmmmm, eh! helicopter!
Tutor: huh?! HAHAHAHA.

Lol, i dint mean not to answer his question,though i think i really dint know what's the answer.But i was trying to catch a glimpse of the beautiful singapore flag.it's pretty :}

2008-07-18T22:39:00.005+08:00

Parents Appreciation Night
Yes it was parents appreciation night today. At first we weren't really looking forward to it, haha cos gb girls were not even well prepared for everything. Though in the end, it dint turn out very well, but still alot of effort was put in :} My group sang JAY's song! 听妈妈的话 :D Then the bb did a skit. it was quite nice, cos like very funny. lol. three cheers to GB 69th, and thanks alot to bb also. :)

I just can't wait, and i'm desperately trying everyway to..(:
Gosh am i really in love, shit.

2008-07-17T21:25:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,
It's gonna be a long time you know :( since when did i needed you so much. -laugh at myself-
It seems so unreal but still Imissyou.

2008-07-16T22:40:00.003+08:00

WHOOOOOOHOOO!
:D :D :D :D :D :D
Thankyouuuuuu :}

2008-07-16T21:26:00.011+08:00

HI THERE ♡

EEK IM SO BORED NOW. I WANT SOME ENTERTAINMENT.

please? :D

____________

Children's Eyes

What kind of world is it my friend

that little children see?

Do they see strength in caring eyes

who watch them as they play -

or maybe love through gentle hands

that guide them on their way?

Do they dream of future times

when they would be a king -

or just enjoy their present life

while with their friends they sing?

And when the day is over,

as they close their eyes to sleep,

do they look forward to tomorrow

with its promises to keep?

If this is what the children see,

then it should be no surprise,

the world would be a better place

if we all had children's eyes.

-Tom Krause

2008-07-15T22:53:00.006+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years
when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know
is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
And make it ok

_________________________I miss you

2008-07-15T17:58:00.004+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT. GB DAY IS OVER. and with the fking wet weather, the company spirit was somehow ruined. But nvm, it was still a job well done. Three cheers to GB 69th.

Okay anyway, today is GCE OLVLS CHINESE LISTENING COMPRE EXAM. And i screwed it up,i got so many different answers from my classmates, and i'm quite sure they got the correct answers, damn it. But nvm, cos today quite fun actl. school dismissed at 12 and i went to pizza hut with shanyi,charmaine,chantel,keatyeng,meiling and hweeming. it's quite like the first im out with them, and it's nice, HAHAHA.

Then now like really very very sian and tired,i dont know why also. tomorrow still got modulus test. f. i hate tests lah :/ stupid stupid stupid. need to friggin go study now, ascjwsucywsaxbsyauwdhwcs! >:(

And last thing, why aren't you replying me? :(

2008-07-12T22:10:00.004+08:00

YUCKS, I HATE HOMEWORK. AND STOP DRIVING ME CRAZY, MY DEAR FRIEND. LOL.

___________________HELLO, MR WINNIE POOH.

2008-07-12T13:15:00.009+08:00

Dear Diary,
Yesterday was friday. GB parade again. It was quite tiring cos most of the time we were doing drill and the rehearsal for GB day. At some point of time, I still could feel that we did not really put in all our effort. Then as time past, we realised we have not much time left. I thought some of us started panicking, too scared we wont have enough time to practice and GB day would get screwed up. Till then, all of us work together and finally the spirit was there :) All the roles were settled, though there may be some things that most of us wouldn't wish to do. But still, people volunteered, thanks. Gb day is on monday, 69th All the best! :D

And damn it, there's lot of tests coming up next week. I havent done summary too. Also there's tuition later on, :/ and tuition hmk is still not yet completed. what's with me again.

To my dearest friends around me:
After everyday, some blunders and absurdities would have crept in to our lives. But tomorrow is a new day, we shall begin it serenely, and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with our own nonsense. Ability is to believe, when everything seems lost. Ability is within, ability is yours. Cheer up.

2008-07-10T20:17:00.014+08:00

___________PICTURES OF THE DAY!

___________FUNNY FACES, HAPPY RETARDS :D

__________SHE LOOKS REALLY HAPPY,DOESN'T SHE? :D

Haha okay. all these pictures are enough to show i'm NOT exactly in bad mood these days right right? though some bad things happen sometimes to make me not very happy for awhile, but i think things get well really fast. so everything is alright. nothing went wrong, serious.lol. i'm happy lah :)

Anyway today like quite happy and fun. keep keeesiao with meiling.lol then like keep laughing,funny. O and i think the GB thing is settled(my fellow GB mates,YAY!). tmr got parade, then will have to rehearse for GB day. Let's hope everything will go well, and of course..hope GB day would be successful like never ever :D

2008-07-09T17:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE HO! :)
whoa,it's been TEN years since we know each other.
My life's longest BESTFRIEND.

Anyway lots of good things to share today, haha of course first is jamie's birthday, yay. second, ~~olvls chinese oral~~ is OVER. and the topic was easy i guess, everything went well. Thanks. :)

But something, something made me angry >:( lol, like NOT AGAIN?! but it's true, okay or rather someone made me kind of pissed off. It's not like i havent accept the fact after so much explanations from my wonderful classmates. BUT STILL. if not for someone doing that, it wouldn't happen at all, right? Nvm it's over,everything's set.no changes can be made.so i shall not be angry with someone anymore :)

O and and the GB DAY thing how? (to my dearest sec threes gb girls.) who be the emceeeee?! :O

Lastly, to___, really,thankyou so much :)

Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that.
Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.
-Martin Luther King Jr.

2008-07-08T18:38:00.002+08:00

SHIT O LVLS CHINESE ORAL IS TOMORROW.IM SCARED :/ DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN.

GB day's coming,i'm holding the colours, wheeee.

2008-07-07T17:53:00.010+08:00

CONQUER THOSE EVIL MEMORIES AND LIVE A LIFE OF LOVE AND LAUGHTER ONCE AGAIN.

Darn, I've been sleeping till now.And I'd a beautiful nightmare. But the phone call woke me up, thanks Dad. So now back to all those homework again. :/ Good luck to you, michelle lai.

To: Time. Time, I thought you were supposed to help me get through everything and let me live through all my days without those memories. But you'd past so fast, and weren't of much help. They're still circling in my head in times when I'm alone.

2008-07-07T14:05:00.007+08:00

It took me damn long to change this skin.dino dino dino,lol. but the small tiny dinosaurs like quite cute, not like those in jurassic park.Haha.And crap, i still got alot hmk :/
and chinese oral coming :O Im :S-cared.

And, relax i'm not angry already.lol.

It's you.

2008-07-06T23:50:00.001+08:00

The Reason
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you.

IMANGRYRAAAAAAR!

2008-07-05T12:19:00.006+08:00

WALAU WALAU WALAU, STUPID. IM ANGRY WITH YOU LAH! >:(
i thought it would be better, eh but you made it worse.gosh i seriously dont know how am i going to deal with it. O and right and right, what's wrong with you.how could you do that, it's so not you.

Anyway yesterday got parade, FULL U. lol. it wasn't that bad actually lah, cos like after quite some time then can change out already.then me and shanyi taught drill for like one and half hour, very tired okay. but i think maybe the girls more tired lah, idkidk. then got singspiration, icebreakers also so quite fun lah. But but but, got someone totally ruin my mood man. Everything i do also have comments, do this wrong do that also wrong. THEN WHATHEHELL SHE WANTS. f. ooooops. Then i got very pissed,serious. but again after awhile then okay already, heeeeeeee. Went home with shayee and meiling. The _______ keep stalking meiling lah, then somemore so damn fake can. so obvious _______ wanted to follow her.LOL.but _______ like abit dumb leh, or rather gullible?hahaha.

Shit later got amaths tuition, SIAN :(

hearts all over the world tonight.

2008-06-25T15:54:00.005+08:00

You're beautiful.

2008-06-24T22:11:00.005+08:00

I WANT POST PICTURES ALSO.lol.

Whooooohoooo.look at that retard!

It was fun at escape,haha :D

First day.

2008-06-23T21:36:00.006+08:00

It's the first day of term 3. quite saddening actl, cos have to like wake up so early lah :(
anyway tdy alot teachers nvr come so like abit slack but then physics lesson was like so damn sleepy can. PRESSURE, PRESSURE, PRESSURE. haha.
My eng group tried to record sounds to put into the clip today.and it was like very funny lol. our voices like all turn out so differently in the recorder, haha.
Yeah so thats about all, just posted cos i feel like lol.

Repeating mistakes erased off, it was a lie. someday, you'll wake up.

Quiz- jolene

1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
-i dont know, why not forever? lol.

2. What do you want to do now?
-finish this quiz and clean my keyboard.

3. What will you be doing at 6pm?
-it's over.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
-Don't think so.

5. Where do you wish to die?
-At home. (urgh sounds scary.)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
-YEP. 哪里有彩虹告诉我(:

7. What are the impossible things you wish to do?
-Rewind time.

8. Is there something which you wished never happened?
-Duh, many.

9.Are you happy with your life now?
- :)

10. What if your crush asked you out?
- what if you are the one? better dont tell you :)

11. What will you do when you feel bored?
-Sleep.

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
-Loneliness,haha. it makes people very emo aww.

13. If you will be separated from your loved one(s) for quite a period of time, what will be some things you want to tell them?
-I miss you. haha.

14. What present would you like to receive most?
-BIGGEST cookie monster on earth.

15. What kind of boy do you like?
-Look at jay, right that kind. :)

Misunderstandings.

2008-06-20T23:13:00.003+08:00

I realised i really dont understand alot people.Now then i start to know what they really want, what they hate and what they were all along thinking about.Just by knowing all these, i'm almost going crazy now.i dont like this feeling and how i wish i didnt know all these.

oh and anw msia camp over alrdy haha. i very lazy post everything lah but it wasnt really bad and not really very fun either. okay at least that was what i thought throughout the camp.alot of strange things happen lah, things that make people go really diao lol. things that make us laugh like crazy haha. but also it wasnt only just that,there were still alot things and they all combined together to make me very :( tsk. oh oh oh and the dark cave very fun :D

anyway went to escape to do eng project with meiling layying keean and adriel. it was quite fun ah but have to solo take alot rides cos we five pple go then meiling need to pei layying take the rides lol. but nvm still very fun. the viking feeling still with me now eh :S tsk.

tmr got leadership conference :/ need wake up very early aww.

don't need a reason, just feel it that way.

dream,

2008-06-14T10:06:00.003+08:00

KUNGFU PANDAAAAA! lol. watched that with jamie alanson and harris ytd. haha, eh the show really quite nice eh. i mean very funny and the panda really very cute. EEEEYAAAURE. lol.

After that,we went to arcade and play lor lol. daytona! haha at first i play with alanson and jamie i got first eh. but the second time alanson keep go bang into me(stupid!), i came in last :( but NVM(: Then after that play th basketball thing! jamie and me V harris and alanson, LOL. guess what's our score? alanson and harris got 180plus. then me and jamie got 300plus eh. haha haha haha, so shuang so shuang! :D after awhile then we went home alrdy.

Then my father's friend came to my house. LOL, she bought damn alot food leh, then i eat alot. lol.

aw,msia camp tmr! :(

!tahw ro diputs uoy erA

2008-06-12T20:16:00.006+08:00

7654321
1234567 :)

Today uh boring i think. went queensway with my mum. Nothing actually just go thr walk walk cos stay at home nothing do. :/ Bought the daily lenses but my mom dont let me use. she say must wait till my eyes FULLY recover. but my eye also like okay alrdy what then she started nagging in the shop.ARGHH.

Then after awhile went back home alrdy :/ O and i packed halfway for the msia camp.stupid leh need to bring ALOT THINGS. it's like need to bring 2 trackpants and 2 longpants. aiyo. :/
Im not looking forward to the camp :(
O and right and right. tmr going out with jamie theyall! yay.

adksnviskocnisxjhkhcp.

2008-06-11T11:19:00.001+08:00

疯了疯了！

Reply to tags!

2008-06-11T09:56:00.004+08:00

JIAQI: Eh,SUCKER.lol. u know the first aid course was so boring without u all lah :(
531: Yah lah, me also. Aww,lol.
desmond: YOUR STEAD RIGHT?lol.
sheryl: Haha, really? yalah, her voice like quite nice. :)
kaimei: Lol, no lah. not that SK that u know.SK is my senior,haha. :)
isabelle: Ello isabelle! haha :D
fiona: Yalah, but everyday slack around also will sian what.lol.
kz: Haha, no lah it's better alrdy.thanks ah :)
huixin: Lol what ball ball! no lah, now like okay alrdy :) thanks ah.on comp need not go online one what :)

Your decision, my choice.

2008-06-10T12:37:00.004+08:00

Ouch, my eyes. lol. really ouch ah, cos got one stupid thing growing inside or something. argh.
i go see doctor alrdy.(so thanks,lol)
Anyway yesterday is the first aid course, is very boring. :/ is like alot people sleeping during the course can. but we did CPR. lol. quite fun lah. the dummy very ugly, then like also very funny. make me keep want to laugh. haha. then help huixin do bandaging also. lol, very funny.
The whole day, my eyes down there so poor thing ): but now better alrdy.(:

And my friend,Crystal got a new baby brother.Haha, i going to her house with my parents later, yay ;D

KO, KO, KO! Kay-Oh.

2008-06-05T23:07:00.003+08:00

What's with me and the KO thing? I dont know, so haha, dont ask me :)

Anyway, june hols really very boring :S just like what i've expected laaaah. and meiling they all back from china alrdy. WHOOOOHOO :}
Oh, and i've started on my homework today. well done. but still have alot,sheesh.

Somehow, things are not fair enough. unreasonable creatures, stupid,dumb and retarded a**holes.

HEY.this'slikesocoolcan! I'm using my iPod to post!lol.

2008-06-05T10:22:00.000+08:00

Reply to tags!

2008-06-04T11:12:00.003+08:00

Keean: yeaaaah, he's funny -.-
zeqin: yah hor, i forgot about that. haha.
Fion: Nah, Jay much more hotter lah, you stupid. ;D
531: Hi assistant IC! :D lol lah you.
jemimah: Where got, u BIG HEAD! haha.
SK: SK! lol.i lazyyyyyy ;D HEE.
huiling: Eh KOBE! YO! lol.
VERA: Lol, NVM DUDE :)

Whooha, so many seniors come tag, YAAAAAY. lol.
Anyway, about the handover camp, it's very fun lah. okay, cos i very lazy talk about the details. and my seniors are nice people :) really really. haha. so shooooosh lah, i'll miss them damn ALOT :(

2008-06-02T18:18:00.003+08:00

GB handover camp over. (: Dragonboat was really fun! haha. The "one by one" thing made the whole team very united. So it's very cool. ;D

The rest, nothing much. then the FAREWELL PARTY, gosh lah. damn sad can. :( almost everybody cried, (including me.) lol. WE'll miss THEM. awwww,SENIORS D:
After the camp went to eat with some of the seniors and talked very long, haha. -gossip and more gossips- lol, but quite fun lah.

and now, cos of the camp, my whole body aching like, OUCH. ):

2008-05-27T12:44:00.009+08:00

smsicjsdviusdcnsdcbsdv. I just waked up. Morning! Lol. Chem remedial later, argh. I think we gna do spa, titration? :S Oh and I think I'm having a very strange feeeeeeling. nvbsfckkojnsbhhonggvcwdsj. funny. nevermind.

2008-05-25T22:20:00.002+08:00

The charity show just ended. It's like very sad lah, really really. And I cried, hah. very sad eh, somemore they show the videos, those kids without their parents and also those parents who lost their children :( Must really help them, I think. So I donated 20 dollars.(my pocket money okay.)

Anyway, Gb enrolment service today. As boring as I've expected. Alot people sleep lah, and the air-con very cold. Haha. And it's huiling's birthday.KOBE! lol. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILING.

2008-05-25T09:32:00.002+08:00

Hello. Good morning ;] Nothing, I just feel like posting. Hahaaaaa. Anyway, there's Gb later. sheeesh, i havent polish my boots. Aha. i go polish now. -blink, blink!-

2008-05-24T22:50:00.003+08:00

Cool. I actually feel like posting. Haha. But i don't have much to say.
Anyway, 311 went for our CIP today. It was like so damn tiring lah, but quite fun though. Collect newspapers! haha. Alot interesting things happen lah, but i lazy talk about them. TSK, but it was a memorable day. Lol.

Enrolment service tomorrow. argh. It's surely going to be boring. Full u somemore :( I really don't want tmr to come. But somehow I'm looking forward to GB handover camp! hah. It's will be the last time we play and go crazy with the seniors. Can't imagine how the farewell party would go. It sure would be :( or even :'( .

2008-05-24T21:49:00.001+08:00

Let's make this blog alive again. HAHA.

blurring the vision, slowly fading out of my life.

2008-03-29T11:43:00.006+08:00

HACHEW. poof. im down with FLU,yes! but much better now already. passed the flu to meiling yesterday,aww. she poor thing, rest well and recover soon, sorry ):

Anyway sbeen long since i last posted? haha. didn't really have the time lah, lots of schoolwork. tsk. Okay,i post about yesterday first, (how about that. :D)
school ytd was quite xx lah. maybe cos of my heavy flu and was feeling rather down. didn't feel like going to gb at first, but still went in the end. (:
uh, then yah there was gb ytd. taught the sec ones badgework, communication. And played the messenger relay game, quite fun actually.(: then after that, sec threes present the skit and ppt to the seniors, lol. the whole thing was like so cocked up. HAHA. but yileen still say we did a good job, lol. she's nice :D

Went home with shanyi and meiling after gb. stoned at the same place again. they sang a wonderful song for me, and i felt the song rather meaningful, though it's like quite rubbish. the lyrics are.. funny,really, :D. so yeah, after that. bus-ed home alone. keep thinking of that cute song, and laughed to myself, retarded, i know, but i dont really care. :) :) :) swonderful to have great friends like them, and turning retarded can be really cool! (maybe bus rides will not make me emo anymore.)

Just came back from english tuition. SO today's homework is writing horror stories. wooooooo~! Okay, i feel like writing out the story and read it to meiling on monday. it'll scare the hell out of her. ooops,im mean. But i don't think i can think of freaky storylines. lol.
There's maths tuition later lah, sian,z. nxaisncbasvciasbxuvec! kay,that's all.i'm off to revise for Chem test on monday. BYE :]

P.S. It's just too complicated to be mad at you.You know the rides aren't fun,then why take them.

it's gone,smile more.

2008-03-22T22:00:00.006+08:00

Just had maths tuition, tsk wasn't fun. cos i dont know how to do a lot of questions. partial fractions, shit them. until now, i still dont get the hang of it, poo. Maths Makes Me MAD.

But my parents have really funny comments about the teacher.my mom said he's quite good looking, like ERRR. they say weird things about him, and made me laughed like crazy during dinner. Poor him.aww (:

Anyway,had english tuition today also.tsk,two classes in a day.mr samy want us write a song.yay,fun.but i have no inspirations? lol. yaaah,i want think of the lyrics later.Then I'll get JAY to help me compose.he'll give nice melody to my song.hee.

that should be all i want to post about. Oh yah, i have completed my homework! -.O

P.S. Happy endings to funny storylines. >:)

The fear of judegement and confrontation.

2008-03-16T16:20:00.002+08:00

Boring, sleepy. ):
Had maths tuition today, really didn't feel like going lah, but my mom yelled into the phone and ask me go. so i went, z.
after tuition i went to popular and buy pens! Im starting to love pens,HEE.just like isabelle(:
started to rain super heavy.just when i stepped out of the bookstore.-.- whatever, i strolled in the rain. was drenched when i reached home, ;D mom yelled at me again.
Nothing much happened today actually, i just posted for the sake of posting, lol.
When i think not many people would even read,HEE. who cares, i love posting. :P
And I just came back from KFC with mom, cheese fries! HUR. :D

P.S. The sandcastle stood strong above the rest of the sand, while the waves crashed in the distance.

A liar, the murderer.

2008-03-15T11:56:00.002+08:00

Oh my G. I've got a scary dream. sorry, my friend. hurhur.

Anyway, Im back from tuition, and guess what. there is macs breakfast on the table o.o think my father bought it for me.HEE.was late for class today cos i woke up late. (so i missed mr swimming's presentation,lol.) the lesson was quite boring, i yawned for.. dontknow how many times.x.x and mr samy told me he will actually take it personally. :O sorry,HAH. he made us write a 100 word essay about this: Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. -.- How i frigging what it's talking about lah. wrote alot crap and handed in to him :D he gave me a A grade, woah.

It would be my first time meeting my new maths tutor later, lol.hope he will help improve my a maths, otherwise my amaths grades would be shit throughout the year. ):

Kay, im off to eat my breakfast.BYE.

Life's a treasure, learn to love again. Move on.

the lesson of love.

2008-03-13T09:36:00.006+08:00

Yay.yesterday was fun.HEEEEEE.
went to have breakfast with layying and meiling at je macs in the morning,haha.
the whole day was friggin cold.cold.cold.
ate and crapped.then zhicheng and zeqin came,together :D aha. left macs after that and went to the library for the chinese project.haha.
the two eleven peeeps,heh. zeqin,yieqin,jasmine,maomao,adriel,keean,timothy,zhicheng,layying,meiling.haha.
talked alot, wasted alot time.lol. but was quite fun lah. (:
also, the library, is friggin cold.urgh.
Finished the whole thing and then we went to eat.hurhur.
KBOX.guess who i went kboxing with.
laoda cant go, cos her mommy dont let ): layying wanted to mug in the library,solo. :/ called huixin, but. she didn't pick up.
so in the end.>>
i went with meiling.ohmannn.ha.
BUT IT WAS DAMN FUN OKAY. lol. was so damn high and siao inside lah.
but also. it was friggin cold..then sing alot jay's songs.HEHEH. kbox is fun! must go again next time, yay.
Had dinner out with meiling and layying at kobayashi. ;O
then went home, (:
it was a whole day out, somehow i missed home alot. as usual, long bus rides make people go emo. hah. so emo emo emo all the way home. (:
Slept early yesterday, at nine.NINE. pro eh, :D
So that's all about yesterday . :}
BYE,i need to mug. ._.

Today i learned of love,
And the pain that it may bear.
You can never know a person's truth,
Behind the masks they wear.

I misunderstood the meaning of love,
Or why it is never true.
I'm unsure of so many things these days,
I know less than I thought I knew.

I need to move on past the hurts,
Move to heaven from hell.
I need to stand up to others,
And to myself as well.

If they can feel,
The burden of their fears.
And know the cost,
Of showing their tears.

Extracted from: Through the Eyes of a Teenager - Marissa Roche

P.S. These aren't the best days of my life.

this beautiful mess.

2008-03-09T21:20:00.003+08:00

I know im lag.BUT,im currently watch dnyby ep2.HEE.it's nice,lol.
Anyway today is very boring.-.- stayed at home the whole day, do hist. :/
then sleep.woke up and continue doing hist,then sleep again.then wake up again.waste time :O
It's mugging day tmr.oh good luck to meiling shanyi and me.we'll have fun crapping in the library tomorrow :D BYE.

It's just.like a horror movie's foreshadowing song.

humming the tuneless song.

2008-03-08T14:07:00.005+08:00

These days I've been feeling distant, I've been thinking alot. thinking about those stupid shit. Until I'm about to go insane.

But it feels great when I realised my friends are there for me all the time. haha. It's friday yesterday. I did something damn embarrassing during malay lesson. i was so dumb. i have a dumb brain that makes my dumb hands do dumb things. anyway that dumb thing that i did wasn't on purpose, really. For hell sake, why would i show my ultimate dumbness in front of so many classes. -.- felt quite sad after that, i dont know why. but it was only for awhile. I didn't want my mood to affect those around me. yeah, cheering up isn't that difficult.
Inter-squad competition was just yesterday. Cheers to squad 2 and 3. we did a wonderful job, yay. The other two squads did a great job too. Cheers to them also. [: Jiaqi and me did badgework with sec ones also, it was quite funny, with that crazy sucker around. But i think the badgework was damn boring for the sec ones. so sad, but we had that when we were in sec one too.
After parade, left school with shanyi, meiling, isabelle and huixin. Then isabelle and huixin walked to central. LEFT WITH THE THREE OF US AGAIN. lol. the usual "stoning" sessions again. shanyi, meiling and me stoned at the bench there and crapped alot. I even share with them how wonderful I looked when I was less than a month old. HAHA. I have a ****-shaped head :D isn't that cool? HEE. talked until 7 plus, then we decided to leave. so sad ):
But we still meeting out on monday, whee. to do homework lah, lol.
Nothing much happened today. Went for english tuition just now. Throughout the lesson, i wasn't paying attention at all. i wasted my mom's money. x.x k, i go do my homework now. BYE.

And then one day we will just risk it all - Take the chains off our hearts and dismantle the wall.

Pictures:
turning crazy is fun.

Each day i forget a little more

2008-03-06T21:17:00.003+08:00

Each day I forget a little more, and recall a slightly bit. And I think you are not cool anymore. I feel like a retard, oooh x.x

Happier.

2008-03-03T22:02:00.003+08:00

OHmaaan.chemistry sucks,physics isn't any better.today was rather boring.only mr adrian tan's lesson was interesting.everybody laughed like siao.lol.he's crazy lah.then the rest of the day, nothing much. felt quite emo at times, haha. but awhile, then okay already.(:
i want DL games now, HEE. bye.

It's better this way. Everything gets simpler, easier, Happier.

Your belief will help create the fact.

2008-03-02T20:56:00.004+08:00

Today quite boring -.-
had tuition in the morning, saw dewei.haha. he couldn't recognise me at first o.o lol.
and my dear friend.haha.the whole lesson, i down there x.x la.i don't understand what mr yan talking about.
after class,went to queesnway with mom and made new specs. :D and bought new bag also. she spent alot on me :/ blaaaa,but i gave her back 50 dollars.lol.
Nothing much to say about today. i was damn sianned x.x the whole day.
there's school tomorrow.shit.and i ~~hate~~ physics.
i want go sleep,haha..bye.

I've been counting,it's number seven.that's how dumb i can be.shit me.

They once again returned to my daydreams.

2008-03-01T22:28:00.005+08:00

But I'm not going to let those feelings define me. I will only let them make me stronger. And I know I'm going to be somebody. Actually I already am.

Defining myself -Morgan Mullens-Landis.

Pick my flowers if you like and plant a seed or two
Paint the sky with polka dots if you do not like it blue.
Climb my trees, face your fears; erase them one by one
See the world from up above and don't stop at the sun.
When the world starts raining down and the sun is out of sight
Let your dreams control your mind and
help you through the night.
There's a place in my dreams for all who care to roam
So have a seat ypon a cloud and make yourself at home.

Have a seat upon a cloud - Danielle Rosenblatt.

They write beautiful things,dont they? haha.Share more with you other time, (:
anyway i've finished maths and history hmk! whee. diner dash 2 :D, so fun.

2008-03-01T07:22:00.006+08:00

7.20 now.-.- guess what time i slepy ytd.at nine-one hour later than kokwee's usual time.AHA. felt so tired, and just went to sleep.wasted so much time.raaar.
anyway it was route run ytd.huixin and i walked tgt throughout the 3.5km.:D got run some parts,like down the slope.lol.saw those crazy people sprinting like crazy,ok maybe not crazy,just..pro.-claps-
and cheers to zeqin,zhengyang,guansheng and michelle yap.haha.they got into top 20.shanyi almost,almost got in.but nvm,still,-claps- after the run was mass games,haha.played captains ball with 311.omg,it was like so ....whooohoooo:D damn fun.mr liu is so.wa.he's a great defender,yay.
went off with jamie,tc,and kokwee after that.bus-ed to bukit merah interchange and to plaza sing.ate at kfc and crapped alot.haha.even about jamie's old lift.lol.
-continue later- (im feeeling sleepy again,i want pon my tuition today :D ) i didn't pon tuition in the end.haha.but was late. lol.class was fun today,:D:D
Mr swimming pool,he's cute today. and mr samy talked alotalot.
Back to jamie's old lift.-laughs- she kept insisting her flat doesnt have the jerking kind of lift.it's the upgraded version.lol.so after all that.we went to buy the movie tickets.spent so much calculating how much to pay cos we need to help harris they all buy first.in the end the ticket was only 6 bucks o.o i thought it was seven?ha.
Then lawrence harris and yennshen came.and guess what.we bought the tickets at the wrong timing luhhhhh.the person gave us the wrong timing.but in the end,he changed for us:D EH and right! must watch L change the world.it's damn damn damn damn nice.maybe not as nice as kungfu dunk..haha.idk.but L is cute,really.

Mr samy gave us this poem today,and i find it beautiful:D >>

Uncertainty
Conflict springs eternal
between the mind and heart.
Weighing on my conscience
and tearing me apart.
Celebral civil war,
dividing left and right
and I just can't decide
which side I think is right.
A tempting dilemma,
the choice that I've been shown.
Comfortable safety
or passion yet unknown.
Whatever I decide,
No matter which I choose.
However much I gain,
still more I stand to lose.

it sounds painful in a beautiful way,isn't it? I go do homework now,bye.
Eh do you like gummy bears? i love them :D

As one door of happiness shuts,another opens.but often we looked so long at the closed door that we did not see the one which had opened for us. - Helen Keller.

2008-02-28T21:31:00.007+08:00

Cake mania,it's so cool.:D
im addicted to it, HA. it's a game in my phone, mor sent it to me this morning. and was playing it almost the whole day. addictive! :D
Got back our chem,english and chinese papers today.no fails.:D
15/30 for english.pooof.just passed.30/50 for chemistry.this o.o lah.i really expected a fail,haha.and i think mr png is mad,nuts,crazy or whatever.he gave damn high marks for our chinese compo la.i got 54/70.mad right.i wrote crap can.-.-

Drill practice after sch.it was so x.x tiring.but,no choice. bear with it.
Squd 2 nd 3 did a rather great job anyway.we managed to memorise the first few steps already (though i wasn't paying attention half of the time). -claps-

It's route run tmr.i still havent decide whether im running or not.lol.i'll see my mood.
AND shanyi,you're our potential runner for gb.you're in for top 20,i dont care.
maybe she'll kill me if she reads this.

Anyway,daydream is cool.it helps,when you're damn x.x.
just stare into blank space.:D:D
Oh and, according to ms jesse lim and mor, stress is good. so have more stress.lol.
Goodnight.

Tears are the heart's way of bringing relief and so crying is good.

2008-02-27T22:05:00.003+08:00

I failed my physics.wonderful.
eh i studied until 2 plus am just for that okay.and i expected at least a pass, ): well.just have to study harder.MUG.
Passed my history by just 1/2 a mark.it doesn't seem like the effort i put into studying hist was worth it la.i just can't do any better than that.dont ask me why.we should be getting back the remaining papers tomorrow.english.chemistry.chinese.more fails,i bet.what else,yes shit.
Physics was straight after hist,i thought my physics grades would make me feel better.but it didn't.makes it worse,duh.
BUT,to everybody who dint do well:
This is only common test, :D:D:D we have much more tests and exams coming up.Work harder, mug more, we'll surely do better.HA. cheer up :D

Yea,i thought of that,and it makes me feel better.i think it works on everyone.just work harder?lol.left school with cheryl and mor.then after that went to macs with mor.she failed to become a vegan.(is that how you spell it?haha.) she ate mac chicken burger.whoooops.haha.

Donuts!ha.we were eating donuts at the interchange thr.then the plastic bag flew away,onto the floor.i dint know.(see,there's no sound when you drop a plastic bag.) and this aunty started yelling at me.-.- she say i litter and crap alot of stuffs.i just shut up, pick up the bag and threw it away. THEN.she still crossed eye at me luh.PIANG eh.

Drill prac tomorrow.__.
and ohyaaaaa.Jay is my boyfriend.In case you dont know.he's attached to me.believe or not,up to you ;D

2008-02-26T21:44:00.002+08:00

Fail amaths :D:D:D as i have predicted.more fails coming tmr. (they coming find me soon.)
Got 31/50 for bio. B4. whaaaatever, at least it's better than i've expected.
Volleyball test today, damn siaooo lah.HAHA.i think i scored damn low,but volleyball is getting more fun , and addictive. (: morr and me are saying we can go sentosa play during march hols.lol.
after school, went back with laoda and morr.then laoda wanted to help me to break the d**w score for quadrapop.so in the end we went to the playground.__. ha,but it was quite fun. i go chiong hmk now! x.x bye.

Yes,it'll soon be okay :D

2008-02-25T21:16:00.006+08:00

Got back emaths and ss paper today. the grades are still ok, (:
but i tink the worse ones will be coming tmr. all the sciences and a maths x.x shit.
history! ohmanxzxz.i tink im gna flunk it lah.
but who cares. :D:D:D

To grip tight onto that fact and grieve over it isnt something that you should/would do, but if you insist.im sorry again.

SUNDAYS SUCK.

2008-02-24T15:58:00.006+08:00

i hate sundays.
1. modular class.
2. school's tmr,cant stay up late.
3. it reminds me of everything again. (haha. this's crap ;D )

maths class just now, i managed to survive through that two hours -claps!- now then he touched on factor & remainder theorem la. if he tought us last weeek, i might not have flunked my a maths paper x.x graaaaar. and tmr's monday. shit. im going to meet all of f9s tmr. x.x i mugged so hard and still the f9s want to come find me. ): raaar, whatever. GOOD LUCK to me.

That distorted reality was gone.

2008-02-23T12:35:00.007+08:00

Back from mr samy's class. did public speaking presentation today. so crapppppp. ;D

then after class i went to buy JAY's concert dvd! yay.

and assessment books. i bought three OKAY. im going to mug everyday (:

Dad came home ytd with a box.

dad: eh i got something for you.

me: what.?

dad: open up and see .

(opened up , JAY's chain necklace)

me: omg.u bought tad? waaaaaaa ;D;D;D

he gave that -thankyouthankyou- look.

i brought it into my room and look at it closely, thr's a motorola logo there. -.-

i went out,

me: eh u change phone?

dad: uh, how u know?

me: (show him the necklace) there, why buy motorola.support sony erisson!

dad: ooops.

walau, he scam me. lol. but still, thankyou. i love that alot(:

should be getting back lots of papers on monday. shitty.

it would be damn siao, i better have a super nice weekend first ;D

For what you didn't like in someone else,

is what you saw in yourself.

2008-02-22T23:18:00.002+08:00

COMMON TESTS are over :D though i screwed up almost all the subjects, but still. im glad that it's over. i donthave to mug until 3 am in the morning at least :/ k, im going to sleep soon. good night. (: HAHA.

As anxiety and guilt wrapped around and consume me,
All is silent.
I have escaped hell.

2008-02-21T22:34:00.002+08:00

Physics sucks. :/ coffee doesnt help anyway. boo.

Continued onward, turning only to cast one lingering look behind, the waves had already begun to wash my lines away.

2008-02-21T17:23:00.003+08:00

FLUNKED AMATHS :D yeah and i feel quite sad -.-
thought i lost my physics tos today,in the end keean saw it on top of the lockers. thanks(:
im going to finish the kinematics chapter by tonight, i've got my iced coffee ready, im not sleeping. i cant afford to flunk so many subjects, GOODLUCK to me.

Crying is strangely refreshing.

COOKIE MONSTER IS FOUND :D:D:D

2008-02-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

yay.cookie monster is found, under my bed.haha. still in the process of looking through chem notes. byebye .__.

2008-02-19T17:01:00.003+08:00

Emaths paper today was okay..but the hist paper was like shit la. (roy,my answer to you.) ok,the question appeared easy.but i just dont know wth happened to me.i read the question then stoned thr very long -.- all the facts in my head were gone, my mind was blank.stupid.and i think i really did badly for this test. ):

tmr's chem and ss.shitty.i would be happy memorising the qualitative analysis tonight.good luck to me, ._.